Had a bad day!! arghhhhhhh.
shall'nt elaborate.
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However, In between this bad day, certain parts still worth smiles :-)
Promoted some SSGTs! Those few we talked to, do stay on..ya? :-)
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just reached home.. Today school in the afternoon! -.-'' sian, i don't like schooling.. x(
真的累了~
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okay! no matter what happened, shall still Stay happy ;')
shall'nt elaborate.
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However, In between this bad day, certain parts still worth smiles :-)
Promoted some SSGTs! Those few we talked to, do stay on..ya? :-)
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just reached home.. Today school in the afternoon! -.-'' sian, i don't like schooling.. x(
真的累了~
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okay! no matter what happened, shall still Stay happy ;')
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oooo .. she talk to me but just nice i afk! Arghhh-
haha. it's okay. :-)
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My parents should be on the plane now.. hmm maybe just landed! Still waiting for their sms :-)
They flew to shen zhen.
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slept?? reply.. :'。
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wah, today is a day full of good deeds! haha.
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3 good deeds today! :-)
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-让位给抱baby的阿姨 on the bus.
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-help a 弟弟solve his problem on the same bus, he accidently open the emergency exit's handle cover.
He CAN't close it back. He closed, it opened, he closed again, it opened again! He struggled from bukit panjang to marsiling.
He gan jiong & almost cried, so before getting down, i finally helped him closed it back.
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-helps a little girl with her d&t folio. As i had experience. :-）为什么我那么开心帮她？:。
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Happy to help people. :-))
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wah. Tired! But happy. :-)
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Morning went promotion test for Sec4s, it's okay.
Though not full attendance, it's enough. 欣慰。:-)
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Ended 1plus, was damn hungry! Went behind pHs with jc,kq&wx to eat, market burnt but still got small food court & kopitiams. Food was okay!:-)
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Went YJC carnival with jc,wx.
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Met a LOT , really a lot of ex PHS friends. hAha. few of us took few photos.
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so,
Spent $10 on stupid games! hahaa. only won a winnie the pooh hp pouch! . No use for me..hahaa xD
..
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Alot GB, BB ppl. They dunk JW many times, the fat fat guy last time in PHS. Mean make him fall into Water Tank many times. XD
.We went to use our tix, then jc went phs, wx,jx & i finished our tix on even more stupid games! haha.
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Wah and weather today super burning HOT. Cant stand it. Scorching hot.
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Msging & Happily On the way home, Phone died on me again =X
Okay very happy today=') Reached home 5pm.
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With no phone to use, more Unlucky was that i forgot bring out house key today so 罚站till 6pm. Cos' mum all go buy new year goodies!:-)
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Happy birthday JOAN! My cousin's birthday today! Had a big cake ;) She's overjoyed! lol. She at least opened the frige 10times to check on her cake before cutting! hahaa.
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早上7点39分：
-hahahaaa -
How a day started really affects the rest of that day.
Was in high spirit since the moment i opened my eyes just now! Want to jot down this feeling~
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Okay, had a dream about that then received something related to that!
I did not really expect it but had always wanted to. :)) Was quite surprised and overjoy over it. lol. :-)
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Alright! Proceeding on to my daily procedure, nothing but just a red tape.. haha, Going school soon ='. Meeting the guys for lunch. yea i'm not late today!
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Great, guess mood today will be :-)s only! No more bad day >.-
Byebye~
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11.27pm-
About to turn in, else tomorrow cant get up on time!
Feeling rather heavy now~ Various factors. Shall not eleborate. hais.
Tomorrow's another long day ! Got parade again, Sec 4 promo. Gd luck!
Gdnites earth. :-
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Once again, hopes arises whenever it was about to be ignored. -.0
成语：
水到渠成- 比喻条件一旦成熟，事情自然能成功办成
shui dao qu cheng- When the time comes, the thing will take care of itself
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腿好酸哦！
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Had a stupid thought this morning, thought of cycling to ngee ann poly for classes. haha. But it's quite impossible as got highway! lol.
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So.. after school, i cycled all the way from my house to PHS for npcc training! Took 1.15h! Wah, tiring!
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Woo! cycling back was tougher.. cos' already shagged. ahha. ？Managed to reach home err before 8.30pm:)
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Okay, morning was kind of sad time for me. Was again, lated for class. haha.
This was okay.
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What was "sadder" was after that. Had presentation for communication module, felt kind of betrayed by my groupmates. Was furious about that but smoothen down after hearing few laughter during npcc training. :-）
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Training was fine, see them actually trying their best, especially some who had wanted to gave up, they did well. :-) glad.
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好困，Let this night end with this smiley mood. 晚安！:-)
成语：
三顾茅庐-比喻诚心诚意地一再邀请，出自于：东汉末年，三国争雄，诸葛亮隐居在隆中的茅庐里，刘备为请他出来辅佐自己打天下，曾经三次到他的草舍拜访，最后一次才成功见到他。
san gu mao lu- make three calls at the thatched cottage - repeatedly request someone to take up a responsible post.
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Had a stupid thought this morning, thought of cycling to ngee ann poly for classes. haha. But it's quite impossible as got highway! lol.
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So.. after school, i cycled all the way from my house to PHS for npcc training! Took 1.15h! Wah, tiring!
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Woo! cycling back was tougher.. cos' already shagged. ahha. ？Managed to reach home err before 8.30pm:)
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Okay, morning was kind of sad time for me. Was again, lated for class. haha.
This was okay.
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What was "sadder" was after that. Had presentation for communication module, felt kind of betrayed by my groupmates. Was furious about that but smoothen down after hearing few laughter during npcc training. :-）
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Training was fine, see them actually trying their best, especially some who had wanted to gave up, they did well. :-) glad.
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好困，Let this night end with this smiley mood. 晚安！:-)
成语：
三顾茅庐-比喻诚心诚意地一再邀请，出自于：东汉末年，三国争雄，诸葛亮隐居在隆中的茅庐里，刘备为请他出来辅佐自己打天下，曾经三次到他的草舍拜访，最后一次才成功见到他。
san gu mao lu- make three calls at the thatched cottage - repeatedly request someone to take up a responsible post.
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最近比较忙...好累，但是我会坚持。:-)
Lesson today zzZ.. haha slept through. Started 12pm ended 3pm -.-"
Initially, wanted to pon the lesson but lecturer came in already, so seated back. haha
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hate waiting for buses.. sian.
Went back phs CampCraft training again, same thing, Just do your best!:-)
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Not long after training started, "Piang!!" as usual..got people break our npcc room window panel again! Few sec 4s kicking ball there. So ya, sent them to office. Have to. =.
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Reached home 8pm. Shagged. Gdnites people. =))
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Whenever a decision is made, something would happen and shaken me.-.-what should be done??
Hanging on to certain things, struggling in certain thoughts. Wake up mz! :(
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成语：
曾几何时- 才多少时间，只时间不长
ceng ji he shi-Before long; not long after
心旷神怡- 心境开阔，精神愉快
xin kuang shen yi-Relaxed & happy
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今天，
met my classmate zp when i reached school gate:
我同学zp一本正经:"mz ar, 现在如果在上学途中遇到你，就是很不好的事了".
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mz一头雾水的问:“为什么??”
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我同学zp答道:"以前遇到gw, 就是说我们已经迟到了, 得快点跑去class 了.
现在，遇到你的话， 就是说我们跑再快也没用了！" :-P
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mz:"哈哈 o.-" , 说的也是 ，haha.."
.....hahaa 我们笑着到cheers 买不可缺少的vitasoy, 反正也迟了。:-)
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Wah, super sleepy today. Fell asleep while on the buses..zZz almost went over stop!
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Okay,
Had rather good mood recently! :-)
but,
Going school is a waste of time. -.-''
and,
I always set my alarms at 6.15am
but,
I always ended woking up at 7.09am, it's always 7.09am sharp.
so,
I was always Late.
however,
Whenever i'm early, it had traffic jam >,<"
If only,
One day,
I had a car, i'm going to drive to school everyday at least half an hour early!
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Omg, how to study for exam死？<--ops, accidently type this! 难道exam 真的=死？？？;'(
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有时候，我也不知道自己为什么会有那种想法？
还是,这就是所谓的天真？-signs..鬼知道。
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成语：
穷途末路-形容面临绝境，无路可走的地步
qiong tu mo lu- Dead end, drained of solutions
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woo~
haha. Today's long and bored. Yawns~
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This morning damn sad.
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Late for class again, despite the increase in cab fare, i took. DON't take the blue cabs! its EX. $3.00 start and peak hr $1.05 extra start also. More ex than other cabbies, now then i know! hais. Took me $17 to reach ngee ann!
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Happy reaching on time.. guess what, teacher late 45 min! What was on my mind when sitting there like an idiot.. What the hell, should've crawl to school instead of wasting my $$.. sian.
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Had few test today, it's good! haha
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Maths re-test was sad: Re-test again, got even lower mark than 1st 1... discouraged.=.
Super tired and stresed =(
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went cycling after school which was evening going 7.. cycle very far then back to causeway!
Reached home 9 plus, play wahjong with funny classmates and yf. ahaha.
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Talk on phone all the way...use my new ear piece..sounds exceptionally 动听！说到口水干了！LOL.
记住，*sense of achievement- :-) Don't give up okay! Jiayou!
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今天才知道doramon是一只猫来的。i always thought it was just a robot! hahaaaa
laughed alot! :D
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晚安！tomorrow 8am again. -.O
一朝被蛇咬，十年怕锦绳- once bitten by a thing, scares of similar things.
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yi zhao bei she yao,shi nian pa jing sheng
半途而废 - 做事做到一半就放弃
ban tu er fei - do things half-way and gave up
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欣喜若狂- 形容高兴到了极点。
xin xi ruo kuang- Joyful; very happy.
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行尸走肉- 比喻活死人，不求上进，无所作为的人。
xing shi zou rou- Walking Zombie; A walking corpse- one who vegetates; An utterly worthless person.
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Sunday, did not go out. Slept, ate & do online tutorials at home!
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Exams round the corner! sian. =x
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Chinese New year's coming too! hahaa. -signs- Enjoy the new year 1st then worry bahx!
Ang Baos~ woo!
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Have you bought your new year clothings?? haha.
It's time to do so. lol. :))
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Btw, these two days i'm damn lucky. Damn gd luck in everything i do:-)
But whenever you gain something, you lose something in return- This is bad. xD
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说孟话：“我们要不断的提醒自己，向着我们的志愿努力，为我们想得到的东西加油！不能再过着行尸走肉般的生活。同时还得整天嘻嘻哈哈，欣喜若狂的度过每分每秒。” haha.
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shit! hahaa Join me in Wahjong!
Have you shitted today? lol. Got a bit time so changed skin. haha.
Another week just zooms through so fast, did not really do anything yet and the week's gone! Time is damn not enough!
Went eat then went school at 12. Friday's lessons are damn boring.
Oh, it's NGEE ANN POLY OPEN HSE these two days! I'm not involve though, hahaa cos' i'm "CCAless" now!
A lot of secondary people, buses are full & roads are jam. Suddenly see so many wear school-u people triggers thoughts during secondary life.. xD lol. 感触良多!-this shall be today's 每日成语吧！haa.
Clique, NO TIME TO COME OUT to gather for a mahjong session?? lol. Don't WORRY!
Got a good website for you people! www.viwawa.com Visit it when you're bored! Can play mahjong together! Dai Tee also can! and Other games as well. FREE and easy registration.
some screenshots!
This is WAHJONG.haha.
This is another game~
LOL. WooHoo! Weekend' here! Enjoy!
-smiles :-)
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好累！
又是一个非常忙碌的一天~
早上8点去上课，9点多下课后，我便前往武吉巴督驾驶中心，今天是我第一次实习驾驶! 带着紧张又兴奋的心情，第一次一司机的身份坐在驾驶座位的感觉，爽！但是也好恐怖~ 哈哈
zoOmm...mm听着引勤(engine)发动的声音，一踩油门，车子动了！但是还没等我高兴完，车子“走”了几步就死火了！哈哈哈..原来我刹车时太迟踩离合器(clutch)了
..engine stalls a few times. hahaa Okay, today just learn about the parts of the driving controls and got to turn a few rounds on the roads in the circuit. CAR isn't easy to control~ ahaa especially the accelerator & clutch! Confused when to fully depress it, when to release it, when to depress half and when to let go half etc. Guess as a few more times of practice will get better!
haha, instructor said that i drive okay, just a bit tense. But it is like that one, first few lesson!
Oh ya, when turning, i always turn the car too much or too early.. lol. 3rd lesson onwards i'll be on the roads of singapore! Scary~
After the interaction with the car, was the interaction with the cadets in PHS npcc. haha. Went parade at 3plus till 7plus. CC team, We can make it! Work Hard! I know all of you are tired and stressed, we too. Just do our best, jiayou!:-)
Tomorrow's a school day.. hais!
No matter what, Smiles before sleep! :-) nites people~
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说孟话：快乐能为你带来无尽的财富，财富却无法为你换来永远的快乐。我选择了快乐，你呢？
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每日成语：鞭长莫及-比喻所能出的力量达不到效果
bian chang mo ji - Beyond the reach of one's power;
too far away for one to be able to help
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2.00am 17.01.2008
Just finished some admin work for phs npcc. I'm really enjoying myself in this "career" now. Going to sleep now :-) tomorrow reach school by 8am.. i mustn't be late anymore.
Gdnight my Earth, my countrieS, my family, my friends, my classmates, my Cadets and my Officers. 晚安.
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Stay Joyful^^
Been joyful recently :-) Which is a good thing, thanks to your laughter once again. I've learned from you. >,P 谢谢~
Went Npcc training today although i'm really very sleepy~ Just so nice to see the cadets at the trainings. I love National Police Cadet Corps. I want to remain in this mentality! Once drifted but saved. hahaa. I shall commit to it till i can't. Telling myself everynight before i sleeP!
Yawns~ my time's up again. Went airport early in the morning 5am plus to send off my friend. Sleepy... yawns billion times today. zZz
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每日悟语：有些感觉的存在是我们无法解释？...got to stop this, else'll only lead to ir-revivable consequence.
每日成语：唉声叹气 - 因伤感`忧愁`悲痛或心里烦闷而发出的叹息声
ai sheng tan qi - Heave deep signs; sign in despair.
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1.WooHOo~
hahaa. Damn happy cos' passed my Final Theory Test for driving! Thought i would've failed. Booked my Practical Test Date! On 21May~ Still damn long..
Today rushed like wind! As usual, lated for school.
Lesson ended at 4pm then went eat with Zp who taught me a bit of Maths. Guess i'm stupid, can't remember during test.haa
Went with wL & Ar for the Maths Re-Test! Needed but no 3rd chance i guess.hahaa so you should've guess how well i did. Stop writing after doing half cos' no matter how well it'll be, it's still going to be cap at 50marks.XD
Recently practically late for all 8am lessons! -noted;reflecting on it
Flew to Driving Centre, was late but accepted into the test and PASSED! lol. Saw alot of the people's screen shows FAILED. Something to be proud of :-) haha. They must be sad cos' like what i said, need to wake another month or so..
Shagged after got home at 10pm. zZz
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2. I had a long weird vivid dream.
hahaa. Msged it down whie memories are fresh in head on my way to school.
dream this morning~
Before i know anything i was on my way to a place. Reached and surprised to see one of my NPCC cadet there! It's her house. 0.o Why i went to a FEMALE cadet's house?? Who knows, just a dream hahaa. I must be there for certain reason, guess is to discuss something about some NPCC activity. haaha.
Then Cadet was sitting outside having tea break? with my another cadet..lol. stupid. So they were waiting for me. We went in and saw Cadet's so called grandpa who looks familiar, like someone whom i always see on TV. haha. Saw a lot of people there after a while.
Ok, i should have gone there to discuss about something right, instead found myself playing and talking with Cadet and also chatting with the grandpa!? After this was doing jigsaw puzzle with her, was a cool and big Pooh puzzle. Later we were somewhere out of the house in the street, still "puzzling" on the road with ms chong there with us. haa and somehow i'm at my own house then seconds later i'm at her house again!
But this time i was back there with another "misson"! lol. Is to go down to Queensway or bugis with her and grandpa to don't know where to change the box of puzzles to don't know what.
It was raining cats and dogs at the time, REAL cats and dogs! Scary... xD haha
Did not bring umbrella and we ran but were still drenched.
Shit, did not bring outour main purpose of the trip: the puzzle. So i was the one that wnet back to get it. I was in her room after a blink Searching although obviously the puzzles were lying around the room, on the bed, everywhere. I noticed few boxes on the bed as well so took up and saw that a box was a pooh puzzle 980 pieces whereas the other was a transformer 9880 pieces! So got the Bigger one and off with pieces dropping but i did not bother.
Reached the shopping mall? then up the escalator and saw 4 joy gang there having chalet.. haha crap la. Then there was this big empty shop with a group of people inside. Saw my another cadet who was this particular Cadet's good friend, she was sobbing! so i went to show some concern or to kaypo. The people accused her for stealing a book! i believed her, the book was thicker then a pillow. haa my cadet afterall , so helped her also.
So paid a bail amount of a lot of $$ to the head there and got her out. The two cadets very happy but the grandpa don't know why say need to sit there look after the $$ use for bail. To be fair don't to who, he stayed there and we just left. On the way saw 4 joy people and other friends form everywhere going for dinner this time, with all sorts of attires! lol. I'm still with the Cadet and the other cadet and the Grandpa? who was suppose to be staying in the empty shop.. haha
We walked, saw ms chong who scolded me for why were we there ! Then somehow she talked with us and i realized i was at a void deck under construction with a lot of foreign workers sitting sleeping there.******************************** Then it's still raining heavily, this time real rain and i'm standing in rain and looking far... then "a lot of noise" cos my HP alarm ring with a familiar song
at this point of the time and i was awake confused, did i just had a dream? looked at watch is 7am i'm late.. haha. so went school~
to be continued?hahaa maybe tonight in sleep..
Realized in all our dreams, we never know how we got to a certain place from another. It just somehow got to the place of of a sudden , out of nowhere!
Just feeling weird about this long weird vivid dream...
Guess i had too much NPCC activities recently and was tired from school, as well as watched too much TV ans STRESSED! haha that's why my dreams jigsaws from all parts of my memories. lol
gdnites people :-) Yawn~ 很累，可能打错很多字..
slping to continue my dream? hahaa 晚安！
hahaa. Damn happy cos' passed my Final Theory Test for driving! Thought i would've failed. Booked my Practical Test Date! On 21May~ Still damn long..
Today rushed like wind! As usual, lated for school.
Lesson ended at 4pm then went eat with Zp who taught me a bit of Maths. Guess i'm stupid, can't remember during test.haa
Went with wL & Ar for the Maths Re-Test! Needed but no 3rd chance i guess.hahaa so you should've guess how well i did. Stop writing after doing half cos' no matter how well it'll be, it's still going to be cap at 50marks.XD
Recently practically late for all 8am lessons! -noted;reflecting on it
Flew to Driving Centre, was late but accepted into the test and PASSED! lol. Saw alot of the people's screen shows FAILED. Something to be proud of :-) haha. They must be sad cos' like what i said, need to wake another month or so..
Shagged after got home at 10pm. zZz
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2. I had a long weird vivid dream.
hahaa. Msged it down whie memories are fresh in head on my way to school.
dream this morning~
Before i know anything i was on my way to a place. Reached and surprised to see one of my NPCC cadet there! It's her house. 0.o Why i went to a FEMALE cadet's house?? Who knows, just a dream hahaa. I must be there for certain reason, guess is to discuss something about some NPCC activity. haaha.
Then Cadet was sitting outside having tea break? with my another cadet..lol. stupid. So they were waiting for me. We went in and saw Cadet's so called grandpa who looks familiar, like someone whom i always see on TV. haha. Saw a lot of people there after a while.
Ok, i should have gone there to discuss about something right, instead found myself playing and talking with Cadet and also chatting with the grandpa!? After this was doing jigsaw puzzle with her, was a cool and big Pooh puzzle. Later we were somewhere out of the house in the street, still "puzzling" on the road with ms chong there with us. haa and somehow i'm at my own house then seconds later i'm at her house again!
But this time i was back there with another "misson"! lol. Is to go down to Queensway or bugis with her and grandpa to don't know where to change the box of puzzles to don't know what.
It was raining cats and dogs at the time, REAL cats and dogs! Scary... xD haha
Did not bring umbrella and we ran but were still drenched.
Shit, did not bring outour main purpose of the trip: the puzzle. So i was the one that wnet back to get it. I was in her room after a blink Searching although obviously the puzzles were lying around the room, on the bed, everywhere. I noticed few boxes on the bed as well so took up and saw that a box was a pooh puzzle 980 pieces whereas the other was a transformer 9880 pieces! So got the Bigger one and off with pieces dropping but i did not bother.
Reached the shopping mall? then up the escalator and saw 4 joy gang there having chalet.. haha crap la. Then there was this big empty shop with a group of people inside. Saw my another cadet who was this particular Cadet's good friend, she was sobbing! so i went to show some concern or to kaypo. The people accused her for stealing a book! i believed her, the book was thicker then a pillow. haa my cadet afterall , so helped her also.
So paid a bail amount of a lot of $$ to the head there and got her out. The two cadets very happy but the grandpa don't know why say need to sit there look after the $$ use for bail. To be fair don't to who, he stayed there and we just left. On the way saw 4 joy people and other friends form everywhere going for dinner this time, with all sorts of attires! lol. I'm still with the Cadet and the other cadet and the Grandpa? who was suppose to be staying in the empty shop.. haha
We walked, saw ms chong who scolded me for why were we there ! Then somehow she talked with us and i realized i was at a void deck under construction with a lot of foreign workers sitting sleeping there.******************************** Then it's still raining heavily, this time real rain and i'm standing in rain and looking far... then "a lot of noise" cos my HP alarm ring with a familiar song
at this point of the time and i was awake confused, did i just had a dream? looked at watch is 7am i'm late.. haha. so went school~
to be continued?hahaa maybe tonight in sleep..
Realized in all our dreams, we never know how we got to a certain place from another. It just somehow got to the place of of a sudden , out of nowhere!
Just feeling weird about this long weird vivid dream...
Guess i had too much NPCC activities recently and was tired from school, as well as watched too much TV ans STRESSED! haha that's why my dreams jigsaws from all parts of my memories. lol
gdnites people :-) Yawn~ 很累，可能打错很多字..
slping to continue my dream? hahaa 晚安！
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HOW? HOW? HOW?
Wah, so tired! zZz
Just got home from Batok Driving Centre, was there to do some practice questions for tomorrow’s Final Theory Test. Had school till 5pm today!
Just got home from Batok Driving Centre, was there to do some practice questions for tomorrow’s Final Theory Test. Had school till 5pm today!
Maybe was too tired, too long never read on it and passing marks is 90% out of 50 Questions...5 or more wrong means failed. So was like failing through my practice sessions just now! Pass for tomorrow’s test like that? HOW?
Adding to the stress, my Mathematics re-test is also on tomorrow evening! Only realized this after I booked for the Theory Test and it’s super not easy to book any early date for it. HOW?
Both test important to me! So no choice, got to finish fast for my Maths test which will end at 7.45pm then “fly?” to Driving Centre before 8pm to take the Final Theory. Is it possible? ..hahaa..almost IMPOSIBLE. HOW? Good question, I also don’t know how.
Anything worth for celebrate today? Hmm…Yea, starting to love my physics and mechanics practical lessons in school! Hahaa. Felt closer to a pass in my exams? Lol.
School's great today :-) A lot of crappings. hahaa.
A lot of works to be done this week.. Yawns~ shall not think about it yet and get a night of sleep 1st! hahaa.
Gdnite people.
-smiles & zzZ
*snore-
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07.30pm-
笑到嘴巴好酸哦。
Once again, my day is brighten up^^ thank you~
不用怀疑，就是你:-)
02.00 pm-
:-)
haha, i also don't know why am i doing that. What do i get? NOTHING... Perhaps, that's just how things works and i'm happy with it. *sign. :-)
haha, ay finally sent me the photos with my future "wives". lol. thank you!
笑到嘴巴好酸哦。
Once again, my day is brighten up^^ thank you~
不用怀疑，就是你:-)
02.00 pm-
:-)
haha, i also don't know why am i doing that. What do i get? NOTHING... Perhaps, that's just how things works and i'm happy with it. *sign. :-)
haha, ay finally sent me the photos with my future "wives". lol. thank you!
Being and getting spastic over my future career.. hahaa.
Yawns~ A sleepy weekend for me.
又是一个沉闷的周末，做任何事都提不起劲儿！
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付出与回报
有付出，有牺牲，不一定会有回报。
但是，没有付出，没有牺牲，是肯定不会有任何回报的。
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“为什么你不挂电话？” ……
当两个陌生人在校园里相遇的时候，故事就这样开始了。热恋中的男孩和女孩总是那么的天真，只迷恋在现在能够和对方在一起，却没考虑到任何将来可能发生的结果。初期，他们拨电给对方时，总是聊到天花烂醉，废寝忘食。
日子久了，女孩却开始显露出无聊，她总是那么急促的想挂掉电话。每当他们结束通话时，女方似乎“高兴”的说了声“再见”，就把电话挂了。
谁会知道在电话另一头的男孩手里还拿着电话，感受着那剩余的温暖。虽然感到失落，感到无奈，他从来也没向女孩埋怨。
他总是拿着电话，听着那无情的“嘟,嘟,嘟”声……
后来，男孩和女孩终于还是分手了。
后来，男孩和女孩终于还是分手了。
女孩很快就有了新男友，就像初恋时的男孩和女孩，女孩总是对男友十足的体贴，她感到很幸福，也很得意。
但不久后，女孩渐渐地感到，她与新男友之间似乎缺少了什么，她不知道原因。
这让她觉得没有安全感，总是觉得有一股淡淡的失落。
某一天，当她与男友通电时，女孩终于明白了。
那就是每当她与男友通电结束时，她的“再见”还没说一半，电话的另一边就“叭”的一声，挂线了。
那一刻，她感受到了当初的那个男孩所拥有的感觉，失落与孤独。拿着电话筒的女孩似乎觉得身边的空气都凝结成冰似的，她感受不到温暖与快乐。霎那间，她才发觉男友与男孩的不同，才发觉自己当初的态度是多么冷漠无情。
终于才过了几天，男友离女孩而去。可是奇怪的是，女孩反而觉得是一种解放，她哭了一场后，一点也不难过。
突然有一天， 女孩想起一个人，那个总是听完她的“再见”的傻男孩。她很内疚，很感动，不由自主的，女孩拿起了电话。
电话“嘟了两声”，便有人接听了。
“喂，你找谁？” ……
男孩的声音仍然像当初那么的开朗，体贴。女孩竟哑口无言。
“喂？”……男孩还是拿着话筒。
这时复杂的情绪涌上了女孩的心里，她匆忙地说了声：“再见” ……
但是，这次女孩并没有挂线，情绪使她静静地聆听着电话另一端的寂静。就这样，电话两端的人都拿着话筒，宁静的气氛之传来两端频率不一的呼吸声。
不知过了许久，男孩开口：“你不是说“再见” ……为什么还不挂电话？”
女孩的吞了吞口水，哽咽的：“为什么你不先挂？”
“已经习惯了” ……男孩平静的说：“总是你先挂电话，我才放心”。
“可是后挂线的人总是感到失望与失落，总是感到寂寞的。”女孩的声音有些颤抖，她刚哭了。
“所以我不想让你难过，让你先挂，只要你开心就好。”男孩继续：“我不要让你感到失落” 。
说完，电话里传来阵阵的哭声……
“呜…呜呜…”
感动，愧疚与万种复杂的情绪淹没了女孩的心房，她终于又哭了。灼热的泪水一丝丝的流过女孩红润的脸颊，就像过去无法回收回忆。
女孩终于明白，耐心听完她说“再见”的男孩才是真心对待她的人，她却不懂得珍惜……就这样她继续握着话筒，说不出话来……
可是这回，男孩不再守候，电话的另一端，传来了清澈及凄凉的“嘟，嘟，嘟”。
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2 Presentations
Woo! Finished 2 presentations this morning! :-) Quite ok, won't fail..haha.
Suppose to dismiss 12, dragged till almost 2! -.-Zzz.. Reached home, super shagged...slept:-) For half an hour. hahaa. Woke up by hungry tummy!
Keep eating a lot le but seems like no effect. lol. Shall continue eating till Heavy.
Still smiling~ been keeping happy! Maybe white hair won't come out more..hahaa laughing stops white hair growth? ahah.
希望总是带来期盼，却往往换来失望。
悲伤所带来的肯定是痛苦，却有可能是快乐的泉源。
如果不曾痛苦，又怎能品尝得到快乐的滋味，开心地度过每一天。:-)
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Not enough "Dun Kia"..
*click on the pics enlarge.
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10.15pm
..damn frustrating to hear them arguing over trivial matter again.. why is it like that, this feeling sucks. wish i can choose when to be deaf and when to hear things. ='(
我要增肥，加重! I want to be heavier.
Wow, time flys fast... looking at the cadets and looking at the secondary school pupils, realised i'm really getting Old! NOOOO... haha. 7 more months and the 1st digit in my age will upgrade from "1" to "2" ... YeaH. X(
Actually it's okay :-) Good to be old...lol. Can do a lot of things that we can't when we're younger! :-)
Today suppose to meet classmates for lunch b'cos lessons start 12pm, so woke up at 10am, So got out of house fast and Waited loooong for the buses again so lated again!
wanted not to but it always happen. haha.
Out of courtesy, msged zP but guess what, he just woke up! x.O Then bad thing is got to know that the rest of the "gang" can't make it too...lol.
Met sK on 184 so went school canteen instead to settle my lunch as not to be late for class. Things only get from bad to worse, rushing my then got informed that lesson cancelled. That mean no need reach school so early! arghhh.. haha. In the end wasted time sitting at canteen and waited for next lesson.
Lesson was again BORED. He reads from textbook again. No one ever interested in his lesson cos we might as well read from book on our own... Wasted 2 hours.
Whenever teacher :" That's all for...", celebration of dismissal from class was done before he even ended and usually half of the class was already packed up waiting at the doorstep. lol..
Took 74 with Justin to PHS, today got CC training. Bus fare is really EX man..And CC training is like 3 times a week excluding parades...hAha. Going to be busy running from NP to NP now and then! hahaha Ngee Ann Poly to NPCC in PHS.
Hey Justin, in case you see this, haha. Was only joking about that G** thing okay..LOL. Don't take it to heart.. haha. we'll just laugh through and never mean it. ;-) but still stay 3 meters from me..alright?? hahaaa :-)
Training as usual, some did not turn up. CC team must train harder okay, MUST win! You all can do it ! ended at around 6.30pm.
Was in train with Jason & Jx, talking about O level release date. haha funny thing is when We wondering which day will it be realeased, "on 25jan" a voice from none of us came! hahahaa. Not us, Not god, Not hallucination but is a boy beside us! haha. He 偷听our convesation! LOL. He continue talking to us when jx drop down. He is a NPcc cadet from admirlty Sec and he saw us in CI shirts that's why he talked. haha. He is actually a friend of a friend of mine. But just weird talking to a stranger.. hahaa
Don't decide things too hastly okay, think carefully...don't hurt anyone unneccessarily.
Tired. Ate a lot recently! Always hungry man.. haha. 我要增重！吃多多！喝多多！
Haven't been slping well recently, busy! Sleepy... zZz Gdnites earth. :-)
Be happier each minute, each day, each month, each year... Stay happy!:-) smile!~
..damn frustrating to hear them arguing over trivial matter again.. why is it like that, this feeling sucks. wish i can choose when to be deaf and when to hear things. ='(
我要增肥，加重! I want to be heavier.
Wow, time flys fast... looking at the cadets and looking at the secondary school pupils, realised i'm really getting Old! NOOOO... haha. 7 more months and the 1st digit in my age will upgrade from "1" to "2" ... YeaH. X(
Actually it's okay :-) Good to be old...lol. Can do a lot of things that we can't when we're younger! :-)
Today suppose to meet classmates for lunch b'cos lessons start 12pm, so woke up at 10am, So got out of house fast and Waited loooong for the buses again so lated again!
wanted not to but it always happen. haha.
Out of courtesy, msged zP but guess what, he just woke up! x.O Then bad thing is got to know that the rest of the "gang" can't make it too...lol.
Met sK on 184 so went school canteen instead to settle my lunch as not to be late for class. Things only get from bad to worse, rushing my then got informed that lesson cancelled. That mean no need reach school so early! arghhh.. haha. In the end wasted time sitting at canteen and waited for next lesson.
Lesson was again BORED. He reads from textbook again. No one ever interested in his lesson cos we might as well read from book on our own... Wasted 2 hours.
Whenever teacher :" That's all for...", celebration of dismissal from class was done before he even ended and usually half of the class was already packed up waiting at the doorstep. lol..
Took 74 with Justin to PHS, today got CC training. Bus fare is really EX man..And CC training is like 3 times a week excluding parades...hAha. Going to be busy running from NP to NP now and then! hahaha Ngee Ann Poly to NPCC in PHS.
Hey Justin, in case you see this, haha. Was only joking about that G** thing okay..LOL. Don't take it to heart.. haha. we'll just laugh through and never mean it. ;-) but still stay 3 meters from me..alright?? hahaaa :-)
Training as usual, some did not turn up. CC team must train harder okay, MUST win! You all can do it ! ended at around 6.30pm.
Was in train with Jason & Jx, talking about O level release date. haha funny thing is when We wondering which day will it be realeased, "on 25jan" a voice from none of us came! hahahaa. Not us, Not god, Not hallucination but is a boy beside us! haha. He 偷听our convesation! LOL. He continue talking to us when jx drop down. He is a NPcc cadet from admirlty Sec and he saw us in CI shirts that's why he talked. haha. He is actually a friend of a friend of mine. But just weird talking to a stranger.. hahaa
Don't decide things too hastly okay, think carefully...don't hurt anyone unneccessarily.
Tired. Ate a lot recently! Always hungry man.. haha. 我要增重！吃多多！喝多多！
Haven't been slping well recently, busy! Sleepy... zZz Gdnites earth. :-)
Be happier each minute, each day, each month, each year... Stay happy!:-) smile!~
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...trying out comic strip drawing :-)
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人生方向.
Why am i always late for school? haha..Because i always oversleep then misses bus. My morning is always full of dashing to the bus stop and running across the traffics. Hope i'll always be in one piece! lol. touchwood* I'm trying to find some happiness through these runnings. lol^^.
I will.:-)
School days are boring, classerooms are stuffy. Can't breathe. o_O "i need oxygen~" haha.
I'm trying to enjoy long days like my monday and tuesdays because lessons ends late! I'm trying to love wed and fridays because lesson starts at too late at 12! I'm loving thursdays when lessons end at 10am or 12! haha. Learning to love my school, love things around me. Learning to smile to everything that is happening around me! :-D
WooHoo! One thing to cheer about! hee..Super happy i got 99marks for my autoCad test~ hahaa.:-D Not to boast but At least this can make up a little bit for my the other 2 Failed papers..lol.
我想我应该会做出一个决定，我想努力，我想发奋，但总是力不从心！难道不够推动力吗？我需要的是什么样的未来呢，我还要追求我的梦想吗？(当然要!)
I want to pursue my ambition! Really is struggling in studies. Confused over alot of decisions! Considered various factors.. talked with my parents, they told me to carry on in what i really dreams of. They let me make the decisions. This is why it troubles me even more!
Maybe sometimes we have to sacrifice certain things in order to gain something else? Someone tell me please...
我们一生中，往往得做出许多抉择，无论选择什么，做出什么决定，结果是福是祸，最重要还是开心就好，别对抉择感到后悔! 我想我不会=）
Why am i always late for school? haha..Because i always oversleep then misses bus. My morning is always full of dashing to the bus stop and running across the traffics. Hope i'll always be in one piece! lol. touchwood* I'm trying to find some happiness through these runnings. lol^^.
I will.:-)
School days are boring, classerooms are stuffy. Can't breathe. o_O "i need oxygen~" haha.
I'm trying to enjoy long days like my monday and tuesdays because lessons ends late! I'm trying to love wed and fridays because lesson starts at too late at 12! I'm loving thursdays when lessons end at 10am or 12! haha. Learning to love my school, love things around me. Learning to smile to everything that is happening around me! :-D
WooHoo! One thing to cheer about! hee..Super happy i got 99marks for my autoCad test~ hahaa.:-D Not to boast but At least this can make up a little bit for my the other 2 Failed papers..lol.
我想我应该会做出一个决定，我想努力，我想发奋，但总是力不从心！难道不够推动力吗？我需要的是什么样的未来呢，我还要追求我的梦想吗？(当然要!)
I want to pursue my ambition! Really is struggling in studies. Confused over alot of decisions! Considered various factors.. talked with my parents, they told me to carry on in what i really dreams of. They let me make the decisions. This is why it troubles me even more!
Maybe sometimes we have to sacrifice certain things in order to gain something else? Someone tell me please...
我们一生中，往往得做出许多抉择，无论选择什么，做出什么决定，结果是福是祸，最重要还是开心就好，别对抉择感到后悔! 我想我不会=）
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Had a bad day!
今天不怎么好！monday Blues.
Today's bad. Woke up late, missed the right time buses, jam on the way, late for class & got nagged by lecturer (迟到半个小时:-).. haha. Slept a bit in class.
Thought that bad day was better in the afternoon but it did not. haha.. Practical lesson was boring, tutorial class was torture. I DON'T LIKE MATHEMATICS!
Especially, ENGINEERING MATHS!
Thought i passed the mathematics paper because i did not receive an Ｅ-妹儿about retest! Was so happy. BUT few days later, which is yesterday, i received an E-mail from the maths teacher beginning with,"Hi, MengZhou."
..haha..Smiles when i saw that. But as i reads," Really very sorry." ...I know that something was wrong..X( He says,"Sorry, i've missed out your name in the maths retest E-mail. This is to inform you that you've scored below 50, 哇靠, 读到这里我就把e-mail删除得一干二净！实在看不不下去了。='(
"sign."-.-" Really should strive hard le~
Though, Stay Happy:-)
今天不怎么好！monday Blues.
Today's bad. Woke up late, missed the right time buses, jam on the way, late for class & got nagged by lecturer (迟到半个小时:-).. haha. Slept a bit in class.
Thought that bad day was better in the afternoon but it did not. haha.. Practical lesson was boring, tutorial class was torture. I DON'T LIKE MATHEMATICS!
Especially, ENGINEERING MATHS!
Thought i passed the mathematics paper because i did not receive an Ｅ-妹儿about retest! Was so happy. BUT few days later, which is yesterday, i received an E-mail from the maths teacher beginning with,"Hi, MengZhou."
..haha..Smiles when i saw that. But as i reads," Really very sorry." ...I know that something was wrong..X( He says,"Sorry, i've missed out your name in the maths retest E-mail. This is to inform you that you've scored below 50, 哇靠, 读到这里我就把e-mail删除得一干二净！实在看不不下去了。='(
"sign."-.-" Really should strive hard le~
Though, Stay Happy:-)
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2008 has been great?
Yes! 2008 has been great so far~
New year, new resolutions. Had set some targets for myself to achieve and of hope it works this year? ..haha..
Was busy throughout the week and tired but most importantly '哈比'!
我喜欢华语:-)好久没有写华文字了!
这个星期以来忙着计划长老会中学“课外活动开放日08”。虽然只是一个半天的活动，但是好多东西需要准备！忙！
这个星期拿回试卷，看了就纳闷， 三个科目里头就有两科的分数是用红笔写的，惨！为什么惨呢？Because, total i only got these 3 papers for that common test. 哈哈..sian.
算了，船到桥头自然直！
接下来的几星期内会更烦！因为要为不及格的试卷准备重考~
还会有更多的学生警察训练！有“campcraft competition”要准备，有中四“上士”staff sergeant升级考试的任务要完成，还有很多专题作业要完成，许多“演讲稿”speech要准备！好累！
I've got to hang on to it! Giving up now? ＮＯ ＷＡＹ！
哈哈。
Okay, been Happy this week. It's a good thing! ..haha. Found the directions in life, maybe. Staying happy, 你也是? hahahaa
Yes! 2008 has been great so far~
New year, new resolutions. Had set some targets for myself to achieve and of hope it works this year? ..haha..
Was busy throughout the week and tired but most importantly '哈比'!
我喜欢华语:-)好久没有写华文字了!
这个星期以来忙着计划长老会中学“课外活动开放日08”。虽然只是一个半天的活动，但是好多东西需要准备！忙！
这个星期拿回试卷，看了就纳闷， 三个科目里头就有两科的分数是用红笔写的，惨！为什么惨呢？Because, total i only got these 3 papers for that common test. 哈哈..sian.
算了，船到桥头自然直！
接下来的几星期内会更烦！因为要为不及格的试卷准备重考~
还会有更多的学生警察训练！有“campcraft competition”要准备，有中四“上士”staff sergeant升级考试的任务要完成，还有很多专题作业要完成，许多“演讲稿”speech要准备！好累！
I've got to hang on to it! Giving up now? ＮＯ ＷＡＹ！
哈哈。
Okay, been Happy this week. It's a good thing! ..haha. Found the directions in life, maybe. Staying happy, 你也是? hahahaa
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The girl who loves the rain
The girl likes a boy and soon they become a couple. The relationship is unstable because the girls loves the boy and she is devoted to him, willing to do anything for him but the boy is a flirt, he falls in love with any girls easily.
Although the girl knows that this kind of relationship will not last long but she loves him, she chooses to hold on tight and not to let go.
She is a lovely and sweet and simple girl. She loves rainy days and she loves the rain. She enjoys hopping and dancing in the rain and getting herself wet. Whenever it rains, without a second thought, the girl always runs out of the umbrella and gets wet.
Each time, the boy wants to join her in the rain but she always stop him.
“Why don’t let me join in?”
The girl always answers in her sweet voice, “Because I don’t want you to fall sick.”
“Then why you want to go into the rain?”
The girl always smiles and avoids answering. The boy never outtalks the girl, so he just watched her because he just wants the girl to be happy.
However, happy moments never last.
As expected, the boy falls in love with another girl. He loves this girl more than his girlfriend.
This evening, he asks his girlfriend out for dinning. The dinner is exceptionally quiet; the girl could sense something is going to happen. But she chooses to remain silent. Half way through the dinner, he finally opens his mouth, “I want to break up with you.”
The girl remains quiet, she nods her head. She has to accept it because she knows that the boy is like wind, wind is always blowing from one place to another, it never stops for anyone, it just moves on and on.
They manage to finish their food but throughout the meal, it is quiet.
This night is breezy; the boy is sending the girl home for the last time. When she reaches her place, he kisses her on the forehead.
He holds onto her arms, “I’m sorry, I’ve let you down, but walking with you in the rain is always the happiest moments I enjoy.”
“Good night.”
Upon hearing this, emotions in the girl floods out into tears, she cries. She hugs him tightly.
Silence…
After a moment, the boy opens his mouth again and asks, “One question I’ve always want to know an answer, why you never allow me to join you in the rain?”
The girl swallows her tears and finally murmured, “Because I don’t want to let you see me crying…” Silence again for a while. She turns around and walks toward her gate.
The dim street lights shines over the boy who stands rooted to the ground. He watches the girl’s back disappears into the shadow of the house.
No one knows if the boy sheds a tear.
This night, it is raining again. This time, the girl leaves the boy in the rain.
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The hidden Camera
There was once this little girl by the name of christine. She was only eight years old with a sweet and naive personality. Every morning she walks to school alone.
This day, the sky was not so clear, a blanket of grey clouds spreaded over the entire sky. The wind was blowing furiously against the trees and slamming the doors and windows.
Flashes of lightnings striked across the sky once in a few minutes and thunders roared deep into the eardrums.
The weather was so bad, her mum was worried that anything might happen to her precious daughter. She brought along an umbrella and drove out to look for her. Soon, she found her, walking alone on the street. At this time, a strike lightning flashed across the sky. Before her mum could call out to her daughter, she noticed that whenever the lightning flashes, her daughter would stop, look up and smile.
She watched her for a while, finally she asked,"What are you doing, my dear?".
Christine answered with sweet smile,"God is taking photos of me, so i smiled!".
Her mum did not say anything, she pet her daughter's head, smiled and droved the little girl to school.
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Horror night Part-1
The night seemed especially long and scary. My arms and legs were tied together. I was alone, left in this dark and smelly chamber. The only illumination that still remained alight was the short candle on the tabletop a distance from me.
At the point of time, I felt that there was a lack of fresh oxygen around me causing me to breathe hard. My instinct warned me that this was something bad. I shut my eyes, praying that I could wake up from this nightmare. Nothing changed.
The rustling of the wind through the small broken windows, the squeaks from the mice and the calls of the owls added weights onto my nerves. My brain was not functioning well; it only prompted me that I desperately need to get out of here! Someone please, help me! I did not want to be here!
I felt hungry and cold, anxiety and tension conquered me. I tried battling against them; tried to think nothing. It was in vain. I was scared.
I did not know why and how I got here. Everything was in a whirl that I could not even have time to think, my mind was in blank.
All I could remember was that after I heard footsteps and when I turned around, I saw a brick flew towards me. I felt the impact against my skull. It was followed by a sudden black out and I was here, alone.
Suddenly, the door opened and rays of light shot into the room like the arrows from the bows. A black figure stood at the doorstep. There was silence for a moment.
The black figure started to move towards me. My heartbeat missed a beat. I still could not see his appearance as the light from the candle was too far away. What I could judge was that this figure was a man who was a bit short and plumb.
“Who is this person? What does he want to do with me? Where the hell am I at? Please don’t come near me!” Questions and thoughts flashed across my mind. I was terrified.
“Hungry?” He asked in a low, deep voice. “Y…Yes.” I sobbed.My reply was overwhelmed with fear and doubts, wondering if I had heard wrongly.
“Eat this up and do not make any noise, else…”The man continued in a threatening tone, passing me a piece of bread and mineral water.
“Take it.”He got a little impatient.
I was stunned. After I came back to my senses, I said in a mono-tone, “But…My hands are tied together. How can I receive from you?” I was just speaking the truth. Perhaps the hunger built up the courage to ask that.
No reply. He walked to the side, placed the food on an old and broken stool beside me. He turned to me and loosened my arms.
“Don’t try to be funny otherwise I’ll kill u.”Without a second of hesitation, I grabbed the food and gobbled it.The man watched me while I finished the bread and the water in less than a minute's time.
"Blurb..." Contented, forgetting about the dangerous situation I was in.
The man did not say anything; he moved on to tie my hands onto the legs of a table. Perhaps I was too full or was because of the words from his threat that prevented me from struggling. I was like a puppet in his hands, I did not try to get loose and run.
Suddenly, "Ring...Ring..." A telephone rang at the same time. It came from the darkest corner of the room. It increased the tempo of my heartbeat. The fears in my heart were found once again, I was afraid.
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